Tuesday, December 29, 2009

做人真的很累。

真是糟糕,20岁罢了都已经埋怨说累。剩余的人生怎么度过啊?

几个月前,我和我一位朋友聊天,也提到我感觉多么的累,多么的想放弃。
他说,放弃,不就等于停止生活了吗?

不,我不愿意只是单单生存着。我要充满生命力地活。

一次又一次的失败,每一次在脑子里都有这声音说:“你做人真是失败!”

失败的态度。失败的想法。对自己的失望也大大地沉压了自己的心。是自己给了自己太大的压力。

已经几个月了,还是不知道怎样平衡自己。记得妈咪整天唠叨地叮咛着:“成功是点点滴滴的,不是轰轰烈烈。

莫非,我得用我一世人来跟这问题奋斗?

忘了刚信主的时候,其中一个最喜欢的经文: "Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you. " (1 Peter 5:7)

还有,"Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matt 11:28)

看来神真的很关心我得需要,今天突然到处看到很多关于'rest' 的经文。
谢谢我的天父爸爸!:)


真是的。干吗硬要背着自己沉重的负担?

那么简单的东西竟然变得那么难。

虽然从小就非常讨厌‘负责任’这三个字。
我想,小学老师们都能用一个字来形容我 -

长大后,彼不得已必须放下自己的不喜欢,逼自己完成必须被完成的事情。时常忙到竟然放不下。久了,就感到好累。

不,算了。不应该埋怨。放下,看开点,把一切都交托给神。

大部分都怪情绪吧。它好像能够把我的乐观的能力全都吞没了一样。

感谢主在我生命里放了好多天使似的朋友来鼓励我。 :)

好吧。抬起头来,仰望着神。

"他对我说:我的恩典够你用的,因为我的能力是在人的软弱上显得完全。(2 Cor 12:9)"

不应该让神的喜悦给夺走。

再多两天,又是新的一年。

明天,又是一个新的开始与希望,新的挑战与奋斗。而且并不是独自一个人一步一步往前走 - 我有神为伴。:)

嘿,这大概是我六年级程度的华语吧。 :P

"一 概 都 是 藉 着 他 造 的 , 又 是 为 他 造 的 。" (Col 1:16)

Friday, December 25, 2009

Because of Love







That's Christmas for you.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Jingle Bells in the snow!

It's 4:11am in the morning now but i couldn't wait until the next day to post this up!




Conductor: Jason Loh (The coolest conductor ever!!)

The left-over choir:
  • S- Kimberly, Grace Khoo, Wei En, Christina Khoo, me.
  • A- Gretha, Elaine Ho, Wen Qi.
  • T- Byron, Ben Cheong
  • B- Ngee Zheng, Hon Chien

Hope you enjoyed the video! And that's my lil Christmas gift to you all i guess. heh.

That's just a tiny lil portion of joy, of my experience with the Solid Rock choir. It's been so much fun! It feels just like playing in the brass band. :) ...or maybe better. :D

(Solid Rock is basically a Christian Fellowship made up mostly by Malaysian/Singaporean/international students based in Nottingham University.)

The Solid Rock choir was 'formed' for the purpose of performing for the annual 'Reason For The Season' Christmas event earlier this month (pictures can be found in Facebook if it interests you).


But even after the event ended, alot of us couldn't bear to face the fact to stop singing together just like that because we just enjoyed it too much.

So, Jason arranged for us to sing carols at his church (The Christian Center, Talbot Street, Nottingham) at the entrance inside and just be a blessing to people coming in and going out. There are just a few of us because the rest of the choir have gone home/somewhere else for Christmas.



The story behind this video:

We were practicing inside halfway through when it started snowing! (It has already been snowing for the past few days.)

As jakun as we are, we became quite distracted (as we always do. I find it very funny that we're like a bunch of kids! Jason has to constantly 'lecture' and remind us to focus.) and a few people had this crazy idea of singing in the snow.

After awhile, Jason went like:" Okay, Let's sing in the snow."

And so we did! :D

Though it's just one song. It's too cold. :P

Thank You God for this joy, from being with this bunch of people i can call home. Well, it's been awhile that i haven't felt this at home. :)

P/S: Thanks Kimberly for uploading this video! :D


Merry Christmas y'all!! :)